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Why are people so mean to unhappy people Why are unhappy people hiding in their unhappiness? Why am I so unhappy? The truth is I can't afford the life that I want The life that I want is not that grandiose. I just want to be able to live. Thats all.
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Birthday 03:26
A day to celebrate Your life and your worth Get yourself drunk And wake in the dirt Trapped by my vices Committed many crimes I’ve done it too many times I’m falling behind Running from my dreams Killing my esteem I know the things I want And hate the things I lust Tend to hate the chase I think I’ll give up Finally I can see Finally I can breathe Give myself a chance To feel love again It’s like being born But you continue where you left Finally I can see Finally I can breathe Change Is good Change for myself Change is good Change for myself Change is good For my own health
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11 10 03:32
Do I make you proud When you look down From heaven above Where the trumpets sound A year ago I saw your face I held your body and your embrace I always think about you I always think about you My father you taught something Your spirit, your soul, your everything Your final breath You held my hand You said it was over In your fragile state You were ready for the pearly gates And God opened his arms to see your face I always think about you I always think about you My father you taught something Your spirit, your soul, your everything I’ll remember Memories Things you told me In my dreams I’ll remember Your old stories Wisdom you passed For History I always think about you I always think about you
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No longer afraid of killing myself Think I learned to face the fear My body is not a prison It’s a place where I reflect No longer dead No longer dead It’s the truth and the lie No longer an alibi We could be confused But we’ll learn what to do I'll find my way out Ill find my way out Remembering the days When everything felt wrong Self-doubt on my mind Anxiety cripples time Now I am free Happy as I can be I am no longer trapped No longer crying It’s the truth and the lie No longer an alibi We could be confused But we’ll learn what to do I'll find my way out I'll find my way out I remember when things were hard I remember when I couldn’t see the light Sometimes I am sad Sometimes I am happy But as long as I bounce back I will face myself
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Doctors says I'm sick But I can’t afford the medicine Haven't seen therapist And head is caving in Oh I'm weak But you keep me No, I don’t you to hurt me Politics won’t let me live and my life won't let me live I am living for my health And it feels like I'm in hell I am working for my wealth But I have no time for health Do you feel convicted Because the people you protect Are sickly No one likes your system Cuz everyone is a victim I am living for my health And it feels like I'm in hell I am working for my wealth But I have no time for health We Could Die Today
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Missing Out 01:51
I feel like I've got no best friend Cuz everyone is one step ahead of me I'm waiting for myself to finally heal Its seems that pain has kept me From love thats real I'm waiting for my pity to leave my heart I think it's sadness that keeps me Falling apart It's times like these I feel like I'm missing out It's times like these I feel like I'm missing out
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SES 02:00
Check your privilege And your self directed image Taking advantage isn’t fine Your money , your clothes Your booze and your bros Your perspective is as closed As your mind Don’t tell me that Everything is fine When everything is not fine Don’t tell me that Everything is right When nothing is Ever alright You know nothing of struggle In your fiscal bubble Food in your mouth The roof on your head You think its organic When its really man made You have a healthy And money to spend You live with the blind And the selfish minded ten I don’t really care What you have to say
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College Boy 04:05
College Boy wants to kill himself Too many books to read Too much pressure on his own direction Wants to give up hope So its 4 am And it’s time to die No one more reasons to live He is lost But he will find himself He is lost But he will get some help He is lost But he will find himself He is lost But he will get some help Trapped inside And falling behind Drinking away his fears Emotions wry and wants to give up Drinks his pain out of solo cups He’s lost every sense of self Hes walking to doors of hell School is hard And he hangs himself Skips his therapy And gets good grades But on the inside It still feels dead He believes in second chances He believes in finding new friends
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They said punk was a place For me to be But they label me As a POC I don’t feel safe I don’t feel right I guess I am tokenized Don’t call me out On my race It’s not fair…. To judge me I enter the room And they make a rumor Call me out How fucking toxic They don’t know me But they don’t like me Cuz I am black Don’t hate me Cuz I’m different It’s not fair To hate me They talk about inclusion But its their illusion No one really likes me But they don’t have reason Talkin shit on normies But say your open minded I think they are assholes In denial Don’t make it hard For everyone It’s not fair To judge me…
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Nonsense 02:31
What do you want me from me baby Why is everything crazy You trap me in your expectations I guess that’s why there’s hate You always seem so angry Do you ever wanna be happy You seem so miserable , I think your cynical That’s why we won’t relate I won't understand Your mother pays your bills And daddy buys your make up But you paint your lips black What is up with that? You say that you’re so lonely But you have 8 roommates I don’t like the way you say things Because all of it is fake I don't understand You’re the child of republicans You hate to be an American But you don’t have any black friends No you don’t have any black friends Lets talk about your justice Because you never had injustice Your sense of equality Is as blind as your money
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You Said 02:29
Look at my eyes Can you see me You say I matter But you treat me Like I am dead When the blue Scream hands up I say don’t shoot me Please don’t shoot me But you’ll do nothing You said That you would You say you’re inclusive But no one looks Like me You said you were open But your mind is closed Like them Your love is a lie And so are all your friends You said That you would Treat me like your best friends Not another option Treat me like a human Not an excuse to pretend I know you don’t like me Because you don’t like them You said that black lives matter But I don’t really matter ( x2) You said That you would
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Black in DIY 01:49
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Never Tried 03:14
You think you did your part When you shared it on a screen Your laziness is weak It's like you make fun of me You’re a wreck You’re a wrench Your excuses are a lie That’s when you said you would Do something But your action shows That you do nothing You speak words you don't preach But you don’t walk the walk Talk the talk You’re a damn hypocrite Cuz you never tried You never tried For me You talk about what side You’re on But your action never shows I’d really like to know I’d really like to know That’s when you said you would do something But your action shows That you do nothing Let me ask you a question Will you ever stand for justice Or will you sit right back Behind the wheel and do nothing
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Prayer 02:05
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Good 02:57
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The Truth 00:47
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The Guilt 04:36
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Over You 02:45
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Passerby 03:23
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Starting on my 26th Birthday ( October 17,2015) I decided to write about Mental Illness, Politics, Equality, Racism, Faith, Love and Friendship. During the summer of 2016 I decided to write five songs on each topic. I ended up writing a 2 hour and 45 minute record, but no one has time for that so I picked 24 of the bests ones. I recorded the songs live without a click track using Adobe Premiere and a few cool effects and decided to create a life acoustic lofi album known as Diary. I hope you enjoy it it's got something everyone can relate to.

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released April 27, 2018

All Instrumentation and Vocals were done by Brian Walker of A Day Without Love
Samples: Recorded from a number of travels and journeys across America when touring.
Thank you Dan Archambeau for shutting the door in Iowa at the end of God Gave Me A Chance
Album Art: Carli McGurn

All songs are Copyrighted by the US Government and Protected by ASCAP

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